LATELY IVE BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD THINKING DEAR GOD AM I REALLY LIVING HOW YOU WANT MAYBE IVE BEEN JUST BUSY SLEEPING IN THE HEART DREAMING ONLY EVIL THOUGHTS WHEN IT COMES WHETHER THAT WE ARE WORTHY IN THE SENSE THINKING THAT WE ARENT EVEN WORTH SAVING IN THE START TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT EVERYDAY WE BE SLIPPING INTO DARK CORNERS GOING LOST BUMBING INTO WALLS LIVING IN A LIFE FEELING ONLY LOVE BEING ONLY BUZZED SEEING PICTURES REMINCING HOW I WAS KNOWING EVERYDAY IS A MIRACLE FROM THE FIRST BREATH OF THE LUNG TO THE LAST SLIP OF A TONGUE SINGING ABOUT A SONG SAYING MAMA AND I KNOW I DID YOU WRONG BUT HERE I AM FIXING ALL MY WRONGS ONCE AGAIN FOR THE SEVEN, 70 TIMES SEVEN MOMENTS THAT WE FOUGHT AND I JUST COULD NOT LET OF THE EGO IN MY HEART BUT DEAR GOD TAUGHT ME HOW TO BE HUMBLE IN THE TRUE STRUGGLE LETTING GO OF SELF LOVE ONLY FEELING REAL UNDER ONLY LIVING FOR MYSELF GOT ME SO LONELY MIXED UP INTO PARANOIA SPINNING INTO DOUBT WHEN I FEEL SOMETHING TELLING ME TO TURN AROUND HELPING SOMEBODY EVEN IF THEY DONT KNOW ME REALLY MAYBE ALL WE NEED IS A TRUE FRIEND TELLING US EVERYTHING ISNT ALL ABOUT FREE WILLING BY OURSELVES THINKING THAT WE NEED MORE STUFF FILLING UP THE HOUSE EVEN, LETTING CABLE TV CENSOR OUT THE WORDS EVERYTIME WE SPEAK ALL ABOUT JESUS DYING JUST FOR YOU AND ME JESUS DYING JUST FOR YOU AND ME JESUS DYING JUST FOR YOU AND ME VS2 YEAH ONCE UPON A TIME, I HATED TO BELIEVE SOMEBODY CARED ENOUGH JUST TO THINK OF ME THAT WAS WAY BACK LIVING COMFORT IN A WORLD OF AN EVIL SUFFERING NOW IM SIXTEEN PLUS TEN YEARS OVER EVERYTHING LOOKING, AT THE WORLD LIKE A MAKE UP FANTASY KNOWING PEOPLE NEED GOD JUST TO INTERVENE CAUSE MOST STRUGGLE JUST TO PRAY BENDING ON THE KNEE NOW I KNOW EVEN WHEN I SEE HOW ITS HARDER TO BELIEVE SOMEBODY THAT I DO NOT KNOW REALLY COULD BE HELPING ME IN A WORLD FULL OF MIMICKING ALL WE REALLY NEED IS THE KING OF PEACE YEAH ALL WE REALLY NEED IS THE KING OF PEACE VS3 MAMA AND I KNOW ALL I GATTA DO JUST GET BACK INTO CHURCH PEOPLE SAYING NO STOP! YOU DONT NEED A BUILDING JUST TO PICK UP ON A VERSE THOUGH I BE NEEDING JESUS EVEN WHEN IM HURT MAYBE I BE WANTING TO BE CLOSER TO THE WORD I BE FEELING DISCONNECTED HAVING SERMONS ON MY PHONE YEAH I BE MISSING HAVING MASS IN THE HOUSE OF THE LORD I DONT WANNA BRAG BUT MOST DAYS ONLY LIVING IN A BAD BUZZ MOST NAMES THAT I know LEAVING ONLY BAD BLOOD MORE PAIN THAT I HAVE TRYING TO TO GET UP LIVING IN A WORLD FULL OF MAKE UP STRUGGLE IN THE DEEP WHEN I WOKE UP LIVING IN A DREAM THAT I ONCE LOVED FULL OF MEMORIES that I forgot LIVING IN A DREAM THAT I ONCE LOVED STRUGGLE IN THE DEEP WHEN I WOKE UP LIVING IN A WORLD FULL OF MAKE UP LIVING IN A WORLD FULL OF MAKE UP LIVING IN A WORLD FULL OF MAKE UP LIVING IN A WORLD FULL OF MAKE UP LIVING IN A WORLD FULL OF MAKE UP LIVING IN A WORLD FULL OF MAKE UP

TELL ME WHAT YOU MEAN WHEN YOU SEE ONLY PEOPLE LIVING OFF THE GREEN BEING BETTER THAN A DREAM REACHING PARADISE SINGING ABOUT THE KING EVERYTHING LOOKING LIKE A MOVIE SCENE YEAH STARING INTO WALLS GOT YOU ALL BUSY LIVING IN THE DARK BEING MATERIALISTIC TAKING WHAT YOU WANT BUT WE STILL MISSING SOMETHING IN THE HEART SPEAKING MAYBE ALL WE NEED IS A PAUSE LOOKING TO OURSELVES SEEING DEMONS HIDIN WITH THEIR CLAW GRIPPING EVERY SINGLE THING THAT WE WANT REALLY LIFE ISNT ALL ABOUT YOU ITS ABOUT US ITS ABOUT GOD ITS ABOUT BEING HUMBLE ITS ABOUT LOVE ITS ABOUT GOOD ITS ABOUT DOING BETTER THAN WE ONCE WAS REALLY LIFE IS ALL ABOUT JESUS CHRIST SAVING EVERYONE VS2 TRAP INSIDE OF ME ONCE WAS A MAN LIVING OFF OF GREEN THUMBS BEING ONLY HAPPY SLEEPING THROUGH MY CONCIOUS SEEING ONLY EVIL LIVING IN MY OWN SKIN NOW IM FREE WALKING IN THE WORLD LIKE A STRANGER NO ONE KNOWS EVERYTIME I SPEAK ALL ABOUT THE LORD PEOPLE WONDER WHAT I SMOKE EVEN THOUGH I BE SOBER I BE FEELING SO ALONE REALLY PUZZLED BOUT THE MASSES GOING HOME FEELING SO GOOD EVEN THOUGH WE ARENT GOOD LIVING SO CROOK BEING HAPPY SPEAKING ONLY FALSEHOOD EVEN THOUGH WE KNOW GOOD MAMA AND I WONDER WHY WE DONT DO COMO HABLAS DE MI COROZON FEELING SO BLUE YEAH MAYBE ALL WE NEED IS TO WAKE UP TO THE GOOD NEWS JESUS GANNA REALLY SAVE YOU VS3 EVEN THOUGH YOURE BROKE STUCK UP IN A STREET HAVING NO WHERE ELSE TO GO EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW NEVER YOURE ALONE IF YOU COME BACK TO THE LORD WHETHER THAT YOU THINK BEING MESSED UP IN YOUR LIFE YOU BE HARDER TO BE CLEAN REALLY WHETHER YOU BELIEVE GOD IS ABLE IF YOU LET GO OUT OF EVIL DEEDS ONLY MAKING PEOPLE NEED EVERYTHING THEY BE SEEING EVENTUALLY BEING GROWN UPS HATING EVERYTHING SPEAKING, AS IF GOOD IS IN FREE GIVING OUT OF WELL LIVING YET REAL GOODS ONLY FOUND IN THINGS GOD GIVING TELL ME IF YOU LIVE WHAT YOU PREACH ONLY BEING SEVENTEEN CLAIMING THAT YOU DONT NEED JESUS JUST TO LIVE BETTER ON YOUR OWN BUT YOU SLOWLY LEARN HOW WE STILL NEED HIM EVEN THOUGH THE WORLD REPEATING WHEN YOU TRY READING ON YOUR OWN HOW THE BIBLE IS A FANTASY AS THEY TELL YOU WHATS REALING EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW SOMEBODY BE LYING AND ITS NOT GANNA BE ON THE HOLY SPIRIT, JESUS WHO IS GOD ALMIGHTY.

SLIPPING IN MY MIND IVE BEEN FEELING ALONE LIVING IN A LIE IVE BEEN FEELING SO BROKE JUST TRYING TO DECIDE WHETHER I KNOW WHETHER I WANT TO FOLLOW THE LORD DAZED IVE BEEN FEELING SO LOST IN A DAZE FAZED WHETHER IVE CHANGED IN MY HEART AND THE PAIN ONLY LIVING IN THA DARK SLIPPING IN MY BRAIN WHEN I STRUGGLE HOW TO LOVE I DONT WANNA SAY LIFE ISNT HARD BUT IT TAKES EVERYTHING DOING 87 CURVING OUT OF WRONG TURNS LEAVING MEMORIES HEADING FOR THE GOOD NEWS SOMETHING THAT I COULD DO, HAVE GOD LEAD ME EVEN WHEN I STRUGGLE JUST TO BE NEW. YEAH SLIPPING IN MY MIND IVE BEEN FEELING ALONE LIVING IN A LIE IVE BEEN FEELING SO BROKE JUST TRYING TO DECIDE WHETHER I KNOW WHETHER I WANT TO FOLLOW THE LORD VS2 LORD AND I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE LIKE A BLACK SHEEP IN AN EVIL WORLD ALL THIS SUFFERING REALLY DIGGIN IN MY MIND WHEN I TRY TO SLEEP IM ONLY 20 SEVEN HAVING EVIL DREAMS IM ONLY BEING HONEST WHEN I SAY I PREACH IM EVEN FIGHTING DEMONS TRYING TO HINDER ME I KNOW ONLY JESUS IS IS THE KING OF KINGS THATS WHY IM BLESSED EVEN WHEN I DONT BELIEVE SOMETIMES I FALL BACK WHOM I USE TO BE BUT ALL LIFE WE SIN JUST LIKE YOU AND ME YEAH WE NEED GOD MORE THAN ANYTHING. DO YOU U-TURN OUT OF EVIL THINGS DO YOU CHOOSE GOD OVER EVERYTHING. CAUSE SLIPPING IN THE MIND WEVE BEEN FEELING ALONE LIVING IN A LIE WEVE BEEN FEELING SO BROKE JUST TRYING TO DECIDE WHETHER WE KNOW WHETHER WE WANT TO FOLLOW THE LORD VS3 EVEN WHEN WE LIVE WE BE HAVING TROUBLE JUST TO FIT IN LIVING IN A LIFE BEING EASY TO BE FRIENDS WANTING TO BE LOVED SO BAD TO THE POINT WE BE IN A DEEP CONVO TRYING TO DECIDE WHETHER THAT WE HAVE JOY GOD ALL I REALLY AM IS A BLIND MAN TO MY FAITH KNOWING ONLY --JESUS -- CHANGES WHAT I HATE DEEP INSIDE OF ME LIKE A LAMP GLOWING UNDER COVER WANTING TO BE ---FREE--- SHINNING LIKE A LIGHT TO THE WORLD EVERYBODY ONE DAY GANNA SEE JESUS SEATED ON HIS THRONE ARE YOU READY LIVING LIKE YOU KNOW BUT YOU CAUGHT UP IN THE MONEY BEING SO BLIND SATAN HAS YOU IN HIS MONEY TIME TO BE BABTIZE YEE EVERYBODY TIME TO CONFESS THAT THE LORD IS CHRIST GOD ALMIGHTY.

STARING INTO MYSELF AND IM DAY DREAMING I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW I MADE IT BUT I THANK GOD DEARLY ALL IVE EVER BEEN IS BAD MAKING MESSING UP MY LIFE HAVING MANY FRIENDS LEAVE ME EVEN IN MY HEAD I BE THINKING EVERYTHING I SAID ONCE LORD, PLEASE FORGIVE ME EVERYTHING IVE BEEN I BE MISSING EVERYTHING YOU DID FOR ME I DONT WANNA DROP DEAD IN MY SINNING EVEN LOST LIKE IM ONLY MONEY DREAMING BEING DUMB WHEN IM BUSY LIVING IN A WORLD ONLY MESSED UP HAVING SOMETHING IN ME WE BE SEEING TUNNEL VISIONS EVERY SINGLE TIME WE BE MIXING EVIL INTO RIGHTEOUS OVER THINKING SOMETHING THAT I WANNA SAY IS EVERY SINGLE DAY IS A BLESSING FROM THE AM TO THE PM SOMEBODY SAY AMEN. AMEN. HERE WE GO PASSING FROM THE 2020 BROTHER DO YOU KNOW? WE BE IN THE SAME WORLD LIVING WITH A COROZON YEAH MAKING ONLY NOISE HAVING PROBLEMS BACK AT HOME LIVING WITHOUT GOD THOUGH BEING SO MUCH WORST. TELL ME WANT NOW AFTER MANY MONTHS ONLY CLOSING OUT THE CHURCH SAYING YOU BE BETTER OFF ALL ALONE CAUSE THE SERMONS GET TOO CLOSE YEAH HITING WHERE IT HURTS PEOPLE HATED JESUS SPEAKING REAL 'THOUGH ON THE VERSE. PEOPLE THINKING NEW AGE GANNA SAVE THEM EVEN FROM THE HEARSE ONLY GOD GIVES LIFE SO ONLY JESUS FIRST. ONLY GOD GIVES LIFE SO ONLY JESUS FIRST. X2 TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOKING IN A MIRROR IS IT TRUE IS IT YOU IS IT ONLY MAKE BELIEVE? IS IT LIFE? IS IT REAL? IS IT FANTASY? PEOPLE KNOW THOUGH THEY JUST STRUGGLE TO BELIEVE THEY BE HEART BROKE NEVER WANTING TO BE SEEN THEY BE SO CLOSE ONLY IF THEY READ HOW THE GOOD LORD FIXES EVERYTHING. STILL THE WORLD KNOWS WANING EVIL THINGS AND IT DOES SHOW IN THE LOVE YOU GIVE TO ME. DONT YOU KNOW THOUGH THEY BE WANTING YOU TO THINK THAT THERE IS LIFE LIVING SELFISHLY THEY BE SO CALM SPEAKING VANITY HAVE YOU NOT HEARD ABOUT MODESTY THESE DAYS I DONT TRUST A THING EXCEPT FOR THE GOOD LORD GUIDING ME I BE REAL WOKE KNOWING EVIL THINGS HOW THE REAL WORLD LIVES SO COMFORTLY ONLY BEING SO CALM IN A PRISON DREAM DONT YOU KNOW SIN IS A LUXERY ONLY GOD GIVES ETERNITY YEAH ONLY JESUS DIED FOR YOU AND ME.

SLIPPING IN THE MIND WE BE GOING EVEN DEEPER ASKING WHAT IS EVEN LIFE THINKING PAPER MONEY WE BE SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME WORRIED INTO SOMETHING really SITTING STUCK INSIDE CAUGHT UP INTO NOTHING EVEN REPPING JESUS CHRIST YET LIVING VERY DIFFERENT only MASKING FEAR INSIDE, yeah SPREADING EVIL THINKING EVERY SINGLE LIE TELL ME DO KNOW THE REALING IN WHO BE EVEN RIGHT IN A WORLD OF EVIL THINKING [[[[ GOD IS ALWAYS FIRST EVEN IF YOU DONT BELIEVE ME LIVING LIKE YOU KNOW BUT YOU STRUGGLE TO BELIEVE IN BEING CAUGHT UP IN THE WORLD ONLY WANTING MORE THINGS YEAH BEING BLIND TELL ME DO YOU KNOW THE REALLING cc GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU STUCK LIVING MIXED UP INTO FEELINGS GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU DONT KNOW IF YOU SINNING GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU STRUGGLE TO BELIEVE HIM GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU DONT KNOW IF YOU LIVING ]]]]] ----------------------- VS2 ALL I REALLY NEED -IS LORD JESUS TELL ME WHY IM BEING SO MESSED UP IN MY SPEECH ONLY WANTING TO BE FREE YET LIVING IN MY SIN HAS ME STRUGGLING WHEN I BREATHE only SLIPPING IN MY HEAD FEELING EVERYTHING I BE LIVING SO DEPRESSED EVEN WANTING TO BE DEAD YUP FEELING YOUNG AGAIN HAVING MANY FRIENDS ONLY TELL ME HOW TO SPEND BUT MONEY HAS NO END AND BEAUTY ISNT FOUND IN FOLLOWING A TREND YET CAREFUL WHERE YOU TREAD CAUSE LOVING ONLY SELF CARE GANNA MAKE YOU DEAF ONE DAY LIVING LIKE YOU DONT CARE BEING TOXIC IN THE HEAD THOUGH HERE WE GO AGAIN SPEAKING TO THE NEW WORLD BARELY GETTING OUT OF BED YEAH WAKE UP, TO THE REAL SOUL MOVING IN THE BRAIN ECHO TO YOUR CONSCIOUS SAYING GOD IS NEVER DEAD LISTEN ONE THING THAT I DO KNOW MANY HAVE REGRET LIVING IN A LAX LIFE NEVER WANTING TO REPENT NOR WANTING TO BE BAPTIZE LIVING, DEAD INSTEAD MANY BLAMING MASS LIES HATING RELIGION EVEN DROPPING F BOMBS, RIDICULING JESUS WHO BE SAVING THEM ONE DAY I WAS REAL BLIND BUT EVERYTHINGS OKAY HALLELUJAH AMEN TO THE GOOD GOD BREAKING ALL MY SIN [[[[ GOD IS ALWAYS FIRST EVEN IF YOU DONT BELIEVE ME LIVING LIKE YOU KNOW BUT YOU STRUGGLE TO BELIEVE IN BEING CAUGHT UP IN THE WORLD ONLY WANTING MORE THINGS YEAH BEING BLIND TELL ME DO YOU KNOW THE REALLING cc GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU STUCK LIVING MIXED UP INTO FEELINGS GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU DONT KNOW IF YOU SINNING GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU STRUGGLE TO BELIEVE HIM GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU DONT KNOW IF YOU LIVING ]]]] ---------------------------VS3 BREAKING OUT OF MASS LIES LIKE PEOPLE ONLY TELL US ALL THE TIME RIGHT LIKE HOW EVEN SATAN GETTING SPOTLIGHT LIKE HOW PEOPLE FALLING INTO DEAD NIGHTS NOW BLAMING EVERYTHING ON GOD RIGHT YEAH TELL ME WHY DOES MAMA HAVE TO DIE BUT MY CHRIST ONCE SAID THAT ONLY WICKED GENERATIONS NEED A SIGN YEAH LOOKING DEEP INSIDE MANY THINKING THAT THEY NEED TO PROVE WHY DOES TIME EVEN MATTER IN A LIFE MANY WANTING WISDOM ON THE GO NOW FOLLOWING THE FLOW NOW GOING DEEPER INTO EVIL BUT THEY DONT EVEN KNOW MOST LIVING AS IF BROKE THOUGH CAUGHT UP IN THE WORLD REALLY PARANOID MISBELIEVING EVERYTHING MATTERS ON THE HEALTH OF A MONEY COIN. [[[[[[[[ bb GOD IS ALWAYS FIRST EVEN IF YOU DONT BELIEVE ME YEAH LIVING LIKE YOU KNOW BUT YOU STRUGGLE TO BELIEVE IN BEING CAUGHT UP IN THE WORLD ONLY WANTING MORE THINGS REALLY BEING BLIND TELL ME DO YOU KNOW THE REALLING cc GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU STUCK LIVING MIXED UP INTO FEELINGS GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU DONT KNOW IF YOU SINNING YEAH GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU STRUGGLE TO BELIEVE HIM GOD FIRST EVEN WHEN YOU DONT KNOW IF YOU LIVING

fade out black to white on a sunday reminiscing details in my life when i grew up only wasting pieces of my time really dizzy in the weekend messed up in my mind knowing i need JESUS sometimes it aint easy speaking real though leaning as a christian leading saying you believe in faith withholding seeing knowing without being leaving evil thinking LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME please LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME please vs2 last night and I broke all my rhythm almost, as if following a joke i be now forgiving if i let go and i sin, only for a minute do i really love the lord like i say when im failing falling out of heaven in my life, feeling real bad only wanting what is pleasant even yet being so mad i be easy to be tempted dont we all need Jesus like we need to be clean dont we all sin honest some point needing mercy even in the night manifesting evil in me even when i try i be right back sinning guilt free messed up in the mind yeah LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME please LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME vs3 once upon a time my life line looked like as if flatter than a dime and bright white light shinning in my eye as my mind lied saying everything is fine but sometimes when im down i just write a song, I know you know we dont really talk but we say enough even in the dark somehow we be finding love, whether better to be strong all we need is GOD like even if right now was my last day alive im putting all my faith that God will lift me when its time LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME

SPEAKING of THE TRUTH I DONT REALLY UNDERSTAND IT LIVING FULL OF PANIC TOO WOKE FEELING INSOMNIAC MAN IF ONLY I COULD PLAN IT SOON AS I BEGIN TO MANAGE EVEN SINNING OUT OF HABIT BEING FURTHER INTO MALICE DO YOU LOVE THE LAVISH YEAH DO YOU NOTICE EVIL IN THE EVERYDAY YOU HAVING? DO YOU REALIZE WHAT IS EVEN NORMAL IN THE WORLD THAT BRAGGING? EVEN TO THE SMALLEST THING GIVING IS A CHALLENGE. TELL ME WHATS THE DAMAGE? A quart of wheat for a denarius LORD I DONT EVEN CARE ANYMORE BEING IN THE CORNER BEGGING TO BE RICHER THAN I WAS BEFORE PRAYING WHEN IM ONLY SELLING OUT MY SOUL WANTING PIECES OF THE WORLD LIVING ALWAYS BY THE PASSION THAT I KNOW. PASSIVE EVEN TO THE DAY OF LETTING GO FUNNY WHEN I WONDER WHY IM ALWAYS FEELING COLD. VS2 IS IT NO WONDER THAT WE SO LONELY BEING ADULT GROWN UPS TURNING NOW 20 SOMETHING FEELING REAL NOTHING OVER YEARS MIXING DRUGS INTO DRINKING LATE NIGHT WITHOUT GOD THINKING WHAT IS EVEN IN THE PURPOSE THAT WE CALL LIVING FEW PEOPLE FLIPPING PAGES IN THE BIBLE SEEKING REAL FORGIVENESS MORE THAN JUST RELIGION JESUS CHRIST SAVES ME EVERY SINGLE DAY IM SINNING. EVEN WHEN IM BLIND AND IM OLD NEVER WILL I LOSE MY FAITH EVEN WHEN IM BROKE OR IM LOW EVEN WHEN IM HATED BY THE WORLD ONE DAY EVERYBODY GANNA SEE THE LORD SEATED ON HIS THRONE testifying on the good and evil that they know VS3 READING WHAT IS MEANING IN THE BIBLE MEDITATING WISDOM THAT WE NEEDING. ONE DAY I WAS LEAVING EVIL IN THE GOOD ACTS I BELIEVED IN STILL I REMEMBER SEEING ONE DAY WITH MY PARENT SOMEONE CAME OUT ANGRY SCREAMING BUGGED OUT ABOUT A PROBLEM ALL I SAW WAS MYSELF AS A TEEN IN THOSE DAYS WHEN I LIVED OUT LOVING EVIL FEEL-INGS. THANK GOD FOR THE MERCY THAT HE BRINGETH. PLUS ON HIS PATIENCE AND HIS LOVE FOR THE IGNORANT HELPING OUT THE BLIND EVEN WITH THE DEAF YOUNG IN THE SPIRIT BLESSING WITH DELIVERANCE. HONEST SPOKEN REAL THO LIKE A FORMER ATHEIST. IN CHRIST, JESUS. AMEN. AMEN. AMEN. YEAH AMEN. AMEN. AMEN.